SSDD

Well, I think I have come back to it again, where I just don't care. I have found that dating has become nothing more than a tragic attempt to cover up the tracks of the emotionally inept. It's been this way for me personally for nearly 10 years. Can't find a decent guy that has a good head on his shoulders or one that has a job. Go figure bunch of lazy bastards! This should come to no real surprise for me. Considering the people that want anything to do with me, just want ask me to be the star of snuff films, or sulfuric acid baths for my face. Gods there are some sick fucks out there. Good thing I'm agoraphobic, I guess. Where are the decent guys that are romantic not psychotic.

Upcoming Vacation - Brisbane, Australia

Ugh I haven't had a decent holiday in nearly 5 years now, and since I finally got my passport I can go somewhere outside of the States. I've picked where I wanted to go, and am very excited. One of my close friends, with which I play SecondLife, has invited me out to his for 3 months and I jumped at that. So Brissie here I come. I have I mentioned that he and I have been dating for the last 2 months? Maybe I forgot, with everything going on. I hope everyone is looking forward to the pics that I will be posting from the trip. I have 5 months worth of saving to do yet to afford the tickets to fly out there. But its worth every bleeding penny, isn't it. Well for now I will say ciao.